im a big big girl

im a big big girl, in a big big world, its not a big big thing if you leave me, but i do do feel, that i do do will, miss you much, miss you much, outside is now raining, and tears fall from my eyes, why did it have to happen, why did it all have to end, i have your arms around me, like fire, but when i open my eyes, your gone. im a big big girl, in a big big world, its not a big big thing if you leave me, but i do do feel, that i do do will, miss you much, miss you much,

lend a hand

lend a hand, doesnt take much to lend a hand to someone , but many people are selfish. im talking about this topic, because i was in need of a hand , a silly thing but still i wanted a hand, they could see i was struggling with the work but they were only concerned about themselves, which is rude, in the same class doing the same work and we should all work together, but its all about being the highest in the class and succseeding and seeing your peers stoop to the bottom, this what i hate about people wanting everything, nothing meant to be shared. but that my rant because i finally managed to do my best and hopfully if will be up to standards, . goshhhhhhhh

more brain thinking. :P

so i sit here again, thinking about the day that went on. and i realize that things dont last forever, but when they do you just have to grab hold of it and make it that little bit longer, i suppose what i mean is that, i connected with a friend in which we havent been all that close because of some reasons here and there, but it only takes a stupid car journey for 5mins and then things change to something good. but im not going to hold my breath because i know that they think they are powerful and strong because of this four-wheeled posession they have. its rediculous, but meh who cares . i know all my friends around me and that they love me very much and i love them so much too its unreal. so its all good. on todays lil topic i would say , girls rubgy is in order lol and lets get fit !!!!!!!

here drinking my VK :)

so im here drinking my boozy VK and thinking about all the good times aswell as the bad times, i come to realise that when you finally find someone or a special one you can relate to friend wise, you really can relate, the thing is with having a best friend (as they call them) is that you can 100% say anything you want, whether its the most boring do -care about topic or the most amasing thing you will ever say, you know that the first person to find out about these stupist or most profound things are your best friend. because it doesnt matter if its lame or silly, they WILL listen to you, friends mean they will cry with you, laugh with you, drink with you, be with you when your most afraid, be with you when your going to your first interview, go with you to get a pregnancy test, but most of all be with you when no one can!!!! friends mean forever, and forever it shall be. if you make it forever it can be forever. to my best friend i say: no matter what may happen, throughout life's twists and bends, i'll always be here for you, because we're best friends. and i mean it, on that note i bid you readers farewell for tonight. :)

there comes a time in ones life !!!

hi all, i am going to write about somethings that are on my mind. as i see it , there are times where you know you wont be there to enjoy life to the fullest with your friends or family, but its not about being there, its about being with them when you know they wont be there. treat everyday as your last, make it worth someone while. if not yours then someone you love. im at a stage in my life where loved ones will go up in the world and sometimes you feel there is no one left to talk with, because that special one you connect is doing something else. we have to except these changes in life, if we dont , dont expect to get treated like royalty. everyone goes a different, its just that i havent found the right path yet. or atleast it still next to me. my friends are moving to better there future, doesnt mean their out of life now, but if we dont make the effort then, the effort will not come to you. so i am taking everyday as its my last with the people i love. even if you celebrate it by drinks >>> or just being with them and having fun >>> its all about the here and now !!!!!!!!

a more productive post :P

ok, so i thought i better start my first post in a more productive manner, rather than the piss take one i did the other day.

so really this is all new for me, and i honestly havent got used to it all, but i shall keep trying, so i shall start mumbling on about pointless things and see what happens, well first of all your probs wandering why i have my name tagged as ' the sad life of a t.A.T.u fan' simply because i am a massive fan more like obsessive...... but who really is bothered. but as you can see i have added a picture of them, so is to some extent of how i feel about them haha :P

but enough of that, i shall be on here talking about things that i feel is appropriate, (in my case everything). so dont be afraid to read :P.

spasibo

hi blog buddies !!!

let the blogging begin!!!!!!!