Depression

So The reason I blog again to today as in the last post I said about some new things, I can now tell you that I made a video on depression, how I perceive it and that a message needs to be spread, the way  I see it is , two people, the first person is how you want the world to see you, happy and that keep them quiet the second person is the real problem where you are keeping the pain down so deep that it hurts and trying to keep the happy side of you out is hard, in the darkness comes out and controls how you think feel and your whole life can be nothing but silence and pain. something that you cant feel you can get out of. and in the end the only way you feel like you get any relief is the one way that I don't prefer. this is why I made this video to make people aware that this goes on all the time every day. one minute your happy the next your not.

I want them to know that they are not alone and that we are here to help. its time to talk about it and gradually help them overcome this painful battle.

so I hope you can relate to this and be able to share this and help make people with depression know that we are here and can help them regardless.

Being alone is no longer and option

 

Peace Rhiannon

Something NEW !!!!!

Hey Everyone, hope all is well, I am certaintly grand :)

so today I would like to update you on a few things
the first of course being the challenge video and without out further a do, I present to you ....

the doughnut challenge, was fun to do so check it out and see who was the fastest.


The Next thing I would like to address to you in a few words is depression and is a new project of mine, im currently working on a video that will go up on my main channel, am hoping to get it up this week if not next week at the lastest. but will upload the video in another post with full explanation.

have an awesome night/morning/ middle of the day where ever you are.

peace Rhiannon

A Tidy Room Makes A Tidy LifeStyle :)

Hello everyone, has been two days since I last posted, to be honest was with the boyfriend, were still going strong as ever :) <3 p="">
 now my title is a weird one you may ask well, when it comes to my room, its can be messy as ever and I always want to move it around. my washing pile seem to build up out of nowhere and impossible to control.. and plus plenty of man hours to demolish it, that being said once its done. you have a clean room and clearer mind which means a better sleep for me,

my sleep gets disrupted a lot with bizarre dreams and constant waking ups, sleep talking ,sleep walking and completely trashing my room, I have even put up dream catcher up and wearing a health bracelet to control my sleeps, but some nights it still seems to creep up on me, so now I have come to the conclusion that mess is the source of my sleeping problems, tonight will be the deciding factor on whether my methods are correct.

but on other better news and that were always waiting for another challenge video from yours truly.,.........

 

and tomorrow we will be doing a brand new one so please don't be hesitant to watch it .

so without any other discussions I bid you a pleasant goodnight and will be back very soon, wish me luck on the sleep department ;)

 

Peace Rhiannon

 

Feeling Lonely

hey guys, I know I just sent out a rather happy and upbeat video and your quite right I was upbeat and happy but sometimes I feel lonely, even when im surrounded by many people who I love.


I never quite got to grips with feeling lonely and still having virtually everything not in a spoilt way but I mean as in people, family and such. but even if your life is crazy hectic, there are times lately where I still feel so disconnected with the world and feel completely alone.

now my life schedule is busy continuously whether I be at work, college, football, seeing my boyfriend, family and other things that go with it, but as I sit here in my bed, I am still very much alone and that the thing I cant get my head around, why can someone like myself be very busy but so lonely. 

I wish I had the answers to these things. I guess a lot of things have and need to change. I know before friends come and go, people move on and live a completely different life. moving in, babies etc.

at the minute that's not for me. I have a lovely and perfect boyfriend, he is everything and more for me, he is not the cause of my problem at all.

when we see each other its great no doubt about that.

I often turn my main concern to my friends or lack of friends actually. we go through life and many friends come and go through with you and when it comes down to the actual fact I can only count a few friends on one hand that actually are decent to me, don't take me for granted or become my friend when necessary.

one hand to count a life time of friends that have come and gone its totally crazy but so real, I guess my message is that life is precious and when you meet people they either in it for liking you for yourself or they like what you have and see what they can benefit from you.

I will always remember that factor.

I know what I have and will always cherish it, friends family and boyfriend.

so don't get trapped in the place I was. happiness needs to be earned I feel, and if you work for it then you can get everything out of it in the right way.

sometimes there is no one out there for except anonymous people through the internet. you guys who ever you are that look at these blogs, thank you for taking an interest and know that you guys keep me going through this website.

there is a way forward.
so thank you.
peace, Rhiannon   

Video time !!!

Hey you special blog buddies, I hope your day has been very interesting and you have achieved or done at one good deed for the day, for me my good deed of the day is smiling, a smile can help anyone.

so its time to give you another video from my second youtube channel, well here it is :) .......

The toxic waste challenge, was a very sour test, who do you think won. as always there is plenty more.
so you be sure to check it out and any previous videos from these challenges.
thank you for anonymously visiting my blog. I love every single one of you.


bye for now.......
peace rhiannon

The Next Day

Hey guys, now yesterday marked a very special day as I gave you the chance to look at a new challenge video from my new youtube channel, and today that's right you guessed it, you get to see another one.

wow you must be thinking were so lucky and that you are :)

so without further a do .......

so this is the chubby bunny challenge , now your not only getting just this channel material, your also still going to get my main channel material, you guys are so lucky. but I wont bombard with it all at one time,. like I said yesterday im playing catch up which means you may have already seen this video on another website. :) so please enjoy this video. I will come back soon again to tell you my thoughts and everything else.

chow for now space buddies :)
peace

New Month, New Things :)

Hey Told ya I be back at some point, now Halloween has been and gone and fireworks had just come and gone, if ya lucky I let you in on a sneak peek vid, but that's not why im here, today im here to tell you that I have a second youtube channel, and this channel involves new challenges every Wednesday yep every Wednesday, nothing can get better than that, whats that I here you say, "can we watch it now?" Of course you can right below .......

this being the chilli challenge, now I know I don't have a lot of viewer  but its here if you fancy watching.
I will post more of these videos as I upload them, of course I have done 5 challenges already so I have to play catch. but all in good fun, its now all down to you, see you again soon :)