Hoping

hey everyone, hope your all ok and doing fine.
im have been on top of the world, and everything has been going great , but you know when you want something to work out and your not sure if its going to. that what im going through right now, you see back along in my previous messages i was figuring out a few things and things were put in place for the future, and i mean everything has a purpose, a reason in life, a place for it to go.

i just really hope our plans can reach its end goal.

i very rarely get a deep pit feeling in my gut when something is wrong or may not go to plan and i had then 2 months ago when our plans got put aside whilst things were being rearranged, i dont blame that person at all. because he has to be happy, thats all i want is him to be happy, and i know he wont ever give up unless he has to.

he starts his first day of training tonight at his new job, and i have been hoping that this is the one to get us back on track for our plans. i worry about all the possible things to happen, constantly wanting to know if he is ok, because i dont want him to give up before he has began. i dont like it when he is sad about these things.

i write this because i need to get it out and dont want him to worry, i sometimes hope he reads these, but im not sure.

i am always proud of him. always.................................................... for all eternity

just want everything to be ok
this all i can write at this time
rhiannon
the concerned and worried gf