sunny holland

well i have been to holland to see my boyfriend and i had super amasing fun. good times i really did. loved being there, therewas also another reason why that was good i came back to suprise to of my best friends on there birthday and the faces were prices :) loved every second of it the great to nights ever. and now im chiling been working a lot but have to get some drinking sessions in beofree stupid september comes which to soon :(. feel like i could have done more, felt i didnt live to many exspectations for this summer , you know, one of the thing i have to get in to my cycle is making more of an effort with everyone. and that i wont forget any of my friends i really wont, the ones that are very imporntant to are either going up country or working and shizzle, i just feel so lonely going to cambourne. i wish we could have one more year to have fun , i wish time could stop and we could never grow up and go to uni, just get drunk and act like nothing matters. i wish we knew each other a long long time a go. but we deal with what we got. just dont them to go :( xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx