whats been happening rio!

well i can tell you, sorry its been such a long time since the last blog, just been majourly busy with college, not work persay, just general things and a big factor could be lazyiness. so first of all, my man is coming down on the 18th of november, and to be honest i couldnt be happier, i know i only seen him in august, but i felt so lost without him, im thankful that i can actually dream about him. im just excited to be around him, i forget everything and just concentrate on the beauty before me. (call me soppy or a twat) but thats what i think. lol so that over and done with, next is college, its been so amasing that i actually get excited to go to the lesson, its something i can definetly relate, and what better way in doing a course when you enjoy it. i have really nice friends at college i mean so what if im the baby. just have to be more machore lol. i mean mike was the first person i met and he's like 40+ well not old like in 50's but say mummies age, anyway i just feel accepted by them, they take me for who i really am, only because they have know me what im giving lol, so yeah college = great. now, work, work is shite anyway, not working till september, couldnt actually give a damn, i dont like them, i feel like i shouldnt be there, especially when there this one person who thinks so highly of herself that no one else should matter, she makes me feel so small sometimes. im only human friends in general. i love my friends, even the ones that i cant physically see, but they are still near y heart, i have room for everyone, i will defend anyone of them. i can do that for sure. i have been making myself busy and been going out alot, having lil camp fires and just chilling and all sorts of things. so it makes the lonliness go away. i think we all have some connection that is on the same level. but its just fu to be with people. i hate being alone and wen i do i think about things i should change or keep the same. my mum says friends come and go, that might be true, but until that happens then im sticking to my guns, my friends know who they are and if they choose to stay in my life the i will make a bleddy effort to keep it that to. but for now ladies and gents that my mumble. shall be more better at this, but nice to talk. chow for now. bumchums, over and out.